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Sunday, 18 January 2009

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reasons why i SHOULD try in school.

- to get into a good college.
which will open up many doors in my life.
and i'll make more money with a college degree.
so i could pretty much have whatever i want.

- so my family can be proud of me.
they don't really have anything to be proud of now.
plus good grades equals presents and money. that's a plus.
maybe i could get a car.

- so i could be the person my mom wanted me to be.
my grandmother brings this up a lot and i just blow her off, but this is important.
i don't know why i blow her off all the time.
i guess i just don't want to be reminded that my mom died.
like.. just thinking about it now and listening to vienna, i get pretty sad.
it really sucks. ='[

and now i'm crying. way to go me.

Saturday, 10 January 2009

Do you ever get 'good morning' texts from anyone?
eh. no. i'm usually the one sending them.

Where is your cell phone?
right here.

Who last texted you?
brittnie.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
11 something.

What woke you up today?
nothing.

What did you do this weekend?
last night i went to the movies with brittnie, josh, melissa, and ross.

When was the last time you talked to your bestfriend?
what best friend? well, i guess brittnie's my best friend, so not that long ago.

Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
yeah. but i don't really get embarrassed. i just embarrass the people i'm with.

How often do you drive?
not very often because it's winter. not at all actually. oh well.

What is tomorrow?
sunday. i hate sundays.

Where is your biological father right now?
upstairs sleeping.

Is anything bothering you right now?
eh. not really.

Are you a bad influence?
some people think so. i'm really not though.

What does the last text message in your inbox say?
i'm at the store so i'll text you when i can.

How do you feel about your life right now?
whatever. =\ not the best..

Were you happy when you woke up today?
nope. not really.

Did you laugh a lot at something today?
nope. not yet.

How many texts are in your inbox?
not too many. just a few from brittnie because no one else likes to text back.

Where were you on July 4th?
i can't really remember.

Is your Myspace profile private?
yeah. since liberty people are fucking nosy. spics.

Do you have a facebook?
yes.

What color is your toothbrush?
purple.

What were you doing last night at 11?
i don't know. not much. getting ready for bed.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
i don't know.

How do you know the last person you were in a car with?
they're my friends.

Do you tell your best friend everything?
yes.

What do you currently hear right now?
perfect company - a cursive memory.

Do you like cuddling?
i love it.

Do you miss anyone?
sometimes.

Who did you sleep with last night?
myself. =[

Who was the last to comment you?
i don't know.

If you were to die today would your life be complete?
no. but i'd rather just die.

Are you a jealous person?
more than anyone.

Is your hair curly?
nope.

Do you like someone that doesn't know you like them?
no.

Is there that one guy/girl that you'll always have feelings for no matter what?
of course.

How many cell phones have you had in your life?
not too many. 5.

What's the last thing you laughed really hard over?
something last night.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
don't know. don't care.

Do you have a bad temper?
yes.

Do you still speak to any of your class mates from elementary school?
yes.

What is one thing you spend way too much money on?
food.

Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
Yeah.

Anything you're currently looking forward to?
guess so.

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
yes.

Is there someone in your life you don't want in it?
lots of people.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
yes.

Did you have a good day yesterday?
eh.

Do you like redbull?
no.

Do you like voicemails?
no.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
yes.

What is your current mood?
ehh.

What will you be doing after this?
i don't know. myspace.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
no.

Who did you last get into a big argument with?
don't know.

Honestly, do you hate the last girl you were talking to in person?
no.

What are you doing tomorrow?
nothing.

How many people do you truly trust?
hmm.

Did you sing at all today?
maybe.

Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
yeah. i don't care. it'd just bother me that i'm not wearing a bra.

Would you call yourself smart?
not really.

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with of everyday?
yeah.

Are you mad at anyone right now? If yes, why?
ehh... =[

What do you have pierced on you?
nothing anymore.

Are you happy with your life at the moment?
ehh..

What is something you disliked about your day?
this text.

Friday, 26 December 2008

What's your name?
kristen.

Do you ever get scared when you have to cross a busy highway?
i don't cross highways. i probably would be a little scared if i had to.

Would you be able to live with your best friend?
depends on which one.

What college do you want to go to?
i don't know yet. maybe sccc. maybe something else.

Have you ever tripped and spilled your drink all over the place?
yeah. =[ boo!

Does the thought of anal sex gross you out?
yeah. sort of. lol.

Which state (other than your own) did you visit last?
i don't know. probably new jersey.

Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
my skin is fine.

How many people do you talk to regularly on AIM?
a bunch.

How long does it take you to get ready?
depends on what i'm getting ready for.

When's the last time you got drunk?
two weeks or so ago.

What kind of pet would you get?
i have two dogs. i would get fish and maybe a kitten if i could. i love animals.

Does your Mom yell a lot?
nope. she's dead.

Do you like to go shopping with friends or by yourself?
friends.

What clothing style do you prefer on the opposite sex?
i don't really care. not really gangster clothes though. i like the scene/punk look.

When you're at the beach/pool, do you go swimming or lay out?
swimming!

What do you want your boyfriend to give you for your birthday?
no boyfriend. but if i did have one, i'd want him to get me something unique and original. or a bunch of small things.

Do you think animals are equal to humans?
eh.. in a way.

Are you more worried about marriage or a career?
career.

Have any of your best friends ever backstabbed you?
yeah.

What's the worst trouble you've ever gotten in at school?
lots.

Do your siblings call you names?
i'm an only child.

What color do you wear the most?
probably black.

Are you allowed to wear flip flops at your school?
yes.

Would you rather watch a romantic movie or a really gory one?
romantic, probably.

If you had to live off one type of fruit, which would you pick?
watermelon.

Do you cry at commercials?
no..

What about movies?
depends on the movie.

If you were to look like an actress for a day, who would you pick?
kristen stwewart. she's so amazing.

Do you get depressed if you don't get any friends requests on MySpace for a few days?
no.

If you dye your hair, how often do you do it?
i don't dye my hair. i never have.

Did you get an Easter basket this year?
no.

Are you arachnaphobic (fear of spiders)?
no.

If your boyfriend ever hit you, would you dump him?
yes.

What is the latest you've ever woken up?
i don't know. pretty late when i'm hungover.

Do you ever dance like the girl in rap music videos?
maybe as a joke.

Are you cold?
a little bit, but i'm not really in the mood for a blanket.

If you had a tiny scar on your face, would you get it removed or just keep it?
keep it. i do have a scar on my face. i don't mind. i scratched my chicken pox. it was my fault. i knew what would happen.

Do you have to take the bus home from school?
yeah. =[

Do you watch Maury?
once in a blue moon.

Do you think the people that go on it are white trash?
yeah. pretty much. not as bad as jerry though.

Would you rather go to a tropical island or a European country?
europe.

If you drive, how fast do you go on highways?
i do the speed limit.

What are some of your nervous habits?
people have told me i play with my hands. i probably talk a lot too.

Do you have any German or Hungarian blood in you?
german.

If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
i don't know.

Do you trust him/her not to steal your stuff?
probably.

Do you think everyone living in a trailer is white trash?
no.

Is it really hard to get you to cry or do you tear up easily?
depends.

How many true meals do you eat a day?
one. sometimes two.

Would you rather be fat or poor?
i don't know.

Does the thought of being alone in the woods at night creep you out?
not really.

Do you think white people who rap are just kidding themselves?
no.

What color is your font on AIM/other instant messenging service?
black.

Do you like hot sunny days or cold cloudy days better?
not too hot.
new year resolutions.
1. maybe i should try a little harder in school. i do good, but not as good as i could be doing.
2. take enough time to study for the sats.
3. get over people.
4. leave the past in the past.
5. get a car. get a job. [=
6. don't worry. be happy.
7. maybe not spend so much time on the computer.
to be continued.
reasons why staying home is better than going out.
1. i can go to sleep whenever i want.
2. i don't have to worry about getting into a car accident.
3. i don't have to risk seeing someone i like all over someone else.
4. i'm not pressured to drink.
5. i won't get in trouble with my dad.
6. i won't have to sneak around.
7. i can do what i want to do, when i want to do it.
8. i'll probably get enough sleep for the night.
9. i probably wouldn't be poisoning my body with drugs and alcohol.
10. if i'm hungry, i can just go to the fridge.
11. i'll always have cell phone service here.